The Inside-Out Diaries
Entry: Love so close
06/09/2021
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This feeling that I have is quite interesting.
This isn't my first time being in love, but this is the first time having that person love me too.
Before, I was always wishing that they would see me the same way,-
and now there is someone who does...
But it hurts because I can't have them,-
I can't have you,-
Not yet, at least.
God, I wish I could talk to you.
But I can't, because if I start talking now, I won't ever stop.
And I'll just say everything that I've been wanting to say to you these past couple of days,- and I really don't want to scare you away yet.

Right now, this is the only way we can talk.
So what I have to say, is thank you.
Thank you for finding something good in someone like me,
For keeping hope in your heart that I would soon return,
For giving me another reason to live this life..

You may think that you aren't helping me but you are.
Just knowing that there is someone out there who is wishing for my well-being is enough for me.
We may be far apart,-
But I've never felt a love so close.
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