How are you ? Annoyed ? Obviously you would be now ( laughs ) because here I am again writing something for you , another rant that you might not read , but why should I stop myself from expressing my love for you . As they say , one - sided love is itself a complete emotion , and you know it well that how hard it is for me to control my feelings . You know what sometimes I wonder about your feelings too , but then I think , do they matter for me to love you selflessly ? Well , no , they don't . So , now let's talk about the thing for which I am writing this letter to you . A day without you . Yes , I deliberately tried to maintain distance from you for a day , but we both know how miserably I failed at it . I wanted to stop myself from texting you for numerous times but ended up doing the worst thing that was calling you , though , I had disconnected the call , even before you answered it but they revealed that how badly I wanted to talk to you . I again tried to stop my heart , abused it , fought with it and ended up switching off my phone and slept , but your annoying ( yet cute ) face haunted me in my dreams . Duh !! Why do you keep hovering in my mind all day long ? As I wasn't talking to you , I avoided the whole world too . Now don't get flattered after realizing your importance .
I wanted to spend a day without you , I was in the least contact with you today , ok ! I just exchanged a few texts with you , but still , I tried to control . But was I successful in it ? No ! Because even in your absence I kept thinking about you , that have you finished your work , have you had your food and whatnot . Stupid me ! But today , after this very long day , I realized something , that I am just complete with you and a mess in your absence , my heart skipped a beat when I heard your voice after everything and it was forcing me to confess out my feelings , but my fears overpowered it again and I lost another chance . A day without you , seemed like a day without my smile as my happiness now lies in you , and I would happily wait for the day when I'll confess everything to you with my complete rights on you . -Yours old luv....
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