I woke up to an annoying sound of my alarm. I actually wonder how it's still intact after all those times I've tossed it hard across the room, not daring to care where it hit. I tiredly pulled myself up from my comfy bed and lazily started with my morning routine.
"Ughh", i groaned after hitting my head hard on the wall , "stupid wall" , I said as i rubbed my forehead.

I settled on wearing black jeggings and a plain grey t-shirt. Once ready, i hearded downstairs not bothering to look myself at the mirror. Making sure not to forget my hoody of course . As i entered the kitchen the smell of bacon and eggs instantly watered my mouth.

"oh hey sweety",my mom greeted me with a smile."Didn't see you coming in ,ready for school?"she asked as i sat down to devour my breakfast.
Well of course i ate in silince without giving her any notice,and before you judge im not rude im just not in the mood. She sighed,as her smile slowly faded away . My silence didn't come as a suprise to her ofcourse, she has long gotten used to me being like this.I ate my breakfast, downing it with freshly squeezed orange juice. i sigh in satisfaction, i haven't realized how hungry i was. Well of course i could go days without eating and I'd still wouldn't realise it.
I got up and and washed my plate. I then took my bag swinging it over my shoulders, making my way to the door after muttering a faint "bye" to my mom.
She replied rather too enthusiastic, "Bye, Enjoy your day at school lavender !" . "If only you knew mom",well of course i said that to myself once i stepped outside the house.

There was no use in waiting for the school bus. I let my feet carry me to school. Where we are taught morals, respect and dignity. I chuckled at that.
School - is the reason I'm like this,school is the reason i second guess my worth everyday. School is where you find the arrogant, angry, self-centered so called "bad boys ".It is where you find the whiney- queen- wannabe bitches that never fail to make you gag with just their appearance. I wonder how people feel human under all that heavy makeup ,ughh just the thought of it makes me sick to my stomach.
In overall school is HELL!!!
Before i could even ponder more about my great 'prestigious 'school as the principal always say,i neared the gates of hell. I can already feel the heat of fire on my skin as i entered the 'hell' .I braced myself for the most excruciating day of my life.I wonder what they have up their sleeves today,because really these monsters are creative. They never cease to leaving me gaping for breath ,like literally.
I sighed as i safely reached my locker and took my books. Before i could close it though someone did the honours ,i heard a loud thoud on my ears as my locker was closed abruptly infront of my face . I should be used to it by now after all these years.
I slowly turned facing the demon in all its glory ,and i couldn't be more happier (note the sarcasm please)

I plastered a smile on my face like i always do ."Hello Dean" i said making sure to sound more cheerful as ever.
"Nice to see you here lavender "he said sarcasm dripping from his mouth.
"Well Dean incase you haven't noticed it's school, I'm supposed to be here" i said as a matter of fact.
"Getting all smart are we now lavender "
"Mhmm i don't know Dean,you tell me after you're are the smartest right? , straight A student ." That was all it took for me to be shoved against the lockers.

"Listen here you skinny worthless bitch, you're not going to talk to me like that!,he shouted,he was soo angry, veins popping and wrath was written all over his face .This guy seriously has anger issues, any normal human being wouldn't get so worked out about that.
Okay truth be told this guy scares the shit out of me,and now i swear if he doesn't let me go I'll pees myself.

And thankfully with one last shove,he finally let me go and walked away.I sighed in relief, letting go of the breath i didn't realize i was holding .And by the time i became aware of my surroundings there was a large crowd around me. Dont they ever get bored watching the same scene take place every day! .Hearing the sound of the bell they scatered to their respective classes ,no one dared to help as usual. ...

And that ladies and gentlemen: is how i start my day, ohhh and it's gets worse
Dean never really does anything except shoving me against things,(*coughs)okay that came out wrong. But my point exactly, there are people who do the real damage .
I huffed and made my way to my first class before i get into the 'depressed mood".