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chand ho gaya 🌙
"chand ho gaya.. Chand hogaya.. Eid ki chand raat mubarak ho.....!!!"

Sab taraf yahi shor tha.. Masjido mein elaan ho rahe The.. Mithaio ki dukaan par bheedh thi.. Bazaro ko dulhano ki tarah sajaya gaya tha.. Log apne pyaro ke paas pahuch rahe the.. Eid manane..

Wo muskurate hue kamre mein aai jab se pta chala tha.. Wo-Jaaan-e-dushman bakra eid par lautkar aa raha hai.. Pure paanch saal baad.. Uske pair zameen par nahi pad rahe the..

Kundi band kari.. Sheeshe ke saamne khadi hui apne aapko dekh muskurati rahi sir par laal dupatta liya.. Mehndi wale haath sambhalkar boli "poore 5 saal.. 5saal hogaye.. Aapko dekhe hue.. Sune hue..

Shayad hi koi ek aisa lamha ho jab aapka khayal na aaya ho.. Kaise bata paungi kitna chAhti hu aapko.. Kaise btaungi airport par chorte hi dil behaal hogaya tha.. Kitni bewakuf thii main ... Agar pehle pta hota toh pehle hii yeh banjaati mainn.. Jaise aap apni biwi ke khwaab dekhte the.. Kya kehte the wo kitchen mein mahir ho taaki mera pet pareshan na rahe... Jo jab tayyar ho afsara lage.. Jiske lambe baal ho.. Par sorry baaal mein kamar tak hii bda payii achaa sune main wig laga liya karugi.. Aur kya jo mere gharwalo ki jaan ho.. Pta hai maine ek ek kar sab manzilein paar karli.. Mujhe toh soch sochkar hulchul hone lagti hai jab aap pehli baar mujhe dekhenge toh main sharm kaise chipa paungi.. Dekhiye.. Mehndi bhi lagane lagii sirf aapke liye... Sirf aapke liye.. Aur ek aap hai... Aapko khabar hii nahii.. Dekhe kamre ko dekhe bilkul waisa hai jaisa aap chdh kar gaye the.. Ek bhi cheez nahi badli.. Gym bhi bilkul waisi hai jaise hum dono ne milkar set kari thi.. Kyuki sab cheezein aapse judi hai main khud aapse judi hu... Par yeh kya waada lekar gaye the ki mera zikr nahi sunege.. Phone par baat bhi nahi karege.. Kya ek bhi baar kisi se mere baare mein puchne ka dil nahi chahta.. Kyaa aap mujhe yaad nahi karte hamid.. Nahi nahii main bhi na kya kya sochne lag jaati hu.. Kaha toh tha jaise jaarha hu waise hi lotunga tumhare paas.. Offo aaj jab se pta chala hai aap kuch maah baad mere saath hoge.. Mujhse ab sabr nahi horaha.. Kya karu main..??? "

Sheeshe ke saamne khade hokar khudse hi sawaal karti aur khud hi jawab deti... Muskurati rahi phir nazar jab paas pade phone par padhi toh laga sirf ek baar awaaz sunlu.. Main maafi mang lungi waada khilafi par... Par ek baar sirf ek baar main awaaz sunlu..

Ab nahi ruka jaarha.. Dharakte dil ke saath phone uthaliya...

Dharakte dil ke saath phone kara udhar ki baat sunn kuch bhi na keh pai...

"hello... Mrs malika speaking..."

Aurat ki awaaz aai

hello.. Who is this?Atakte hue boli "hello!"
ji kaun.. hamid naha rahe hai.. Aap kuch der baad call karlena.

Wo kuch keh paati.. Kuch puch paati.. Saamne se awaaz aayi ,beta sahil tang na karo.. Papa aate hoge..

Idhar phone haath se chuth gaya.. Phone ke saath wo saare khwaab jo uss Jaan-e dushman ke hawale dekhe the...

Aankho ka dariya jo uski aane ki khushi mein labalab bhara tha.. Uski bewafaiii par selaab le aaya...

Boli.. mrs malika.. Malika.. Yeh toh wahi dost hai joo.. Airport par mili thi.. haye

Woh ro padi.. Dil mein teese uth rahi thi.. Awaaze band karne ke liye dono haath muh par rakhe.. Pta tha darwaaze ke bahar eid ki bahaar hai...

Yuhi aansuo.. Ke saath usne hosh gumye.. Wo raat kaat di.. Jis dil mein kuch min o pehle gul the ab ghum ke angaare the... Bas yahi sochti rahi kyu.. Ab iss kyu ka jawab toh wahi Dushman deta... Kaise karugi uss ka saamna yeh soch hosh udhaye thii....

Subah sawere wo kitchen mein pahuch gyi.. Nimra peeche se aayi nahii.. Bilkul nahii aaj mein koi kaam nahi karne dugi.. Dekho toh kitna pyara rang aaya hai.. Mehndi ka.. Dekha hamid kitna chaahta hai tujhe mashallah..."

Woh nam aankhein jhukaye khadi rhi... Chahta hai.. Bilkul nahi chahta.. Chahta toh waha ek biwi aur bachha chipaaya hua na hota.. Bahut mumkin haii.. Inn 5saalo mein bhul bhi gyaa ho kaun mayra... Koi uske intezaar mein bhi haai...Uske nikaah mein..

Laga abhi maa ko sab batadu.. Magar uski zabaan par taala lag gaya ...

Samjh gyi thii yeh gum mujhe akele hii jhelnaaa hai.. Jab maa boli

"jAa jaldi jaa.. Tyaar ho.. Aaj itni eido ke baad tere papa namaaz padhne gaye hai... Tu bhi eidi maangyo pehle ki tarah.. Wo khush honge.."

Yuhii aansuo.. Ke saath usne hosh gumae.. Wo raat kaatdi.. Jis dil mein kuch minuto pehle gul the ab ghum ke angaare the... Bas yehii sochti rahii kyu.. Ab iss kyu ka jawab toh wahii Dushman-E-Jaaan deta... Kaise karugi uss ka saamna yeh soch hosh uraae thii....

Laga abhi maa ko sab btadu.. magar mano zuban pe tala lag gaya tha ..

Halke se boli.. han maa , Aur nikal gai...

Yun hi waqt beet ta rahaa.. Uske dimaag mein wahi manzarr ghumta rehta jab airport par malika mili thi aur kaha tha...

"aaa rhi hu peeche peeche tumhare hamid..

Dubai

Toh uss Dushman ne kitni Khushi se haa bola tha...

Kitna khush tha wo haa kehne mein.. Yaaa allah mera naseeb bhi logon un logon ki tarah nikla.. Par nahii allahpaak main use maaaf nahi karugii.. Maine samjhota zaroor karliya hai par maaaf nahiiii... Bilkul nahiii....

yun hi rote rote ....fajr ki azaan se uski nind (khwab)tut jaati hai....