dear mom..
you are great.you are brave and you are one of my inspiration...you always worked hard even though you know my father will never appreciate it...but you believed god and always made him one of your inspiration like I have you(in a way)...
mom, you made several sacrifices and always worked and served for your family...I really love you for that...you didn't care what other will think and started going out on a job, though my father made so much fun of you and us...you tried your best to shield us from his constant complaints and lectures...you are not educated but you proved that to be smart you don't need any degree or qualifications...

since childhood, from the day we borned, you took care for the three girls we are, as your daughters...I really appreciate it and thank you so much mom...you buyed everything for us even though it was my father's job, he was never there, when we all needed him...

you also provided food and all snacks we as children demanded...you never took care of your health and gave us whatever you can...I won't lie mom, that I don't like the way you think about girls...you think we girls are a burden and only boys can give you whatever you want??but y?? just because they have freedom because of their sex hormones??..

but it's okay mom...I am now accepting my life but of course, not as my father wants...I want to make something of myself and give you whatever I can and I will...just a chance I needed...

whenever you needed money for us, my father never gave us any...even for food, it's you who did it all. I don't know why you are staying with him, but it's okay mom..I understand. I just wish life can give us another chance and you too mom...that will be only my second chance..

thank you for everything mom...I just don't know how to say it to you...but iam really grateful...but all I asked for a chance, to your daughter. I wanna became best in my profession and give all the things, buying from my own money to you...

mom, I don't know how to say, but I don't want to marry and settle...mom it's not only boys who can earn and feed you and take care of you, we girls, also can do this...mom, I don't want to be that tail of the men. I want to stand up on my feet and take you the places, you have never went and I know, your heart still bleeds with some regrets...

so sorry mom, if you ever thought I was a bad daughter...iam lazy and careless..I know. but iam not bad mom. don't say that...it hurts to me when you don't say a thing to my father who gave you such a hell life, but you complaint to us for each and everything just because we are girls???

mom, work is for all... weather it's house work or out work or any..girls and boys both can do it. your holy books and allah didn't asked you to be a slave of men..it's all lie!! I don't and I can't believe God can be that heartless to leave children with their sufferings..!!

in the end, I just want to say it again, thank you and sorry mom...I have never been a good daughter in your eyes, but one day I want to prove it just a illusion and misunderstanding...you will be proud of me one day... please mom...just a chance...
© sabera unissa