I nearly fall on my face as I rush into the bathroom and yank open the cupboard.

A sigh leaves my lips as my eyes land on the blue case bottle. My shaky hands reach for it and I pour as many of it as possible into my palm.

Dr Ihejie said only two of these would help. And it takes at least an hour to kick into my system.

But what if I doubled it?

I count the pills on my palm not even bothering to look down at the ones falling off my shaky hands.


Triple it is.

I throw my head back and throw the pills in my mouth then rush over to the...