I found this in my papa's things . He took this picture March 12, 2012. 12 days before my 25th birthday. I was in a violent relationship for 12 years. However, I was no Saint in the matter. I look at this and I noticed the angel on the table behind me. I had no voice in this picture and I would give anything to not have put my family through all this for what I thought was love. The problem was, this love was lust because The Father should have been my first love!...