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Mystery About Me(I Love Myself--- The End)
"I know how you got disappeared....infact I know every single little thing about this mystery you've been trying to solve." Said an unknown voice. I turned around to see who was there and I was shocked. Fake me was standing behind me with an evil grin on her face! She could actually see me!! I asked,"W-What! you can see me?". "Yes of course I can, I was able to see since the first day I saw you. I kept pretending that I couldn't see you because I liked seeing you frustrated. You are very smart to reach up this far even when you knew you were about to disappear!" Fake me shouted at me.
Just then Fumie and my parents came in and asked Fake me who she was talking to. I was getting goosebumps! Fake me continued speaking.
"Oh great the family is here now!! Let us all have a little chat Momo". My parents were shocked and they were filled with questions. Fake me started walking towards the living room and explained my parents and Fumie the whole story.
HOW THE HELL IS THIS POSSIBLE?! I mean so far things which were impossible got possible.
"If you knew all this why didnt you tried helping me!! You are a part of me, oh no not a part, you are me!!" I shouted angrily. Fake me replied,"I know you are filled with questionsand so are they, let's just all--" I interrupted her and shouted ANSWER ME!!
She pulled a chair, crossed her legs and started laughing in harrasing way. Till then My parents were sitting in shock. But Fumie asked with tears in her eyes,"S-s-so is it all true! w-what did you do to my best friend. w-who exactly are you!? Please bring her back ." She kneeled down and begged her. I felt so bad and angry. Fumie is such a good friend. I should be grateful but all I did was to ruin her happiness.
"Oh no no Fumie, get up. Do you see that Momo! your best friend is right here Fumie.....you just can't see her."she said by narrowing her eyes.
My mother started and crying and my father scolded fake me to stop all this drama. They didn't believed her.
I said,"You better start talking! I can't see my family like this".
"Okay, Okay now, If you all want to hear it so badly then here it goes!"She said.
Then she started shouting in an evil way. "You Momo wanna know why I didn't help you eveb though I was you. Well I didn't help you because I enjoy seeing you irritated. I am not you...I am your thoughtswho became human.
I love ruining your life. Remember, you had a very short temper. But you were a nice person so you didn't used to say anything to people on there faces because you cared about them. You had many psychiatrist to help you and you got better.
But that exact day when you had a fight you lost your temper! But still a good kind part of you which I hate, helped that little kid.
And you hurt your head. Your memories disappeared because I came out!! And this is who you really are.
A mean, rude disccourteous, impertinent person!! And you are actually very scared of me that's why you kept me inside you!!"

I didnt knew what to say, I sat on the ground and stared on the floor with my eyes wide and tears on my eyes! This all sounds like a fantasy...my thoughts got out when I hurt my head and it became a human and I got invisible.
She said that I don't deserve to be in this world and that she will take care of things by making people miserable.
My left hand faded away. I can't give up...it is all I have learned and that's why I got so far. I got up on my feet, took a paper and a pen and started writing to proove my parents and Fumie that I am there.
I also shouted what I wrote, " It's all true and I am the real Momo! But,I DONT HATE MYSELF! I know that my thoughts were dirty but I love you all from the bottom of my heart. I am sorry for all this. I was jealous but now I am different because my thoughts came out. I can't let you go any further you fake! you are right...you are not me! You are definitely not the person who my parents raised and definitely not a friend who Fumie deserves. I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE MYSELF! I was short tempered and I used to get jealous but that never stopped me from loving you guys!
So you fake better get out because I am not scared of you."

My parents and Fumie believed me and they started shouting get out to fake me. My mother said leave my daughters alone, my father said stop this crap and get out! I shouted and cried so hard.
Suddenly my left hand came back and fake me started disappearing. My parents and Fumie were able to see me. They ran towards me and hugged me tight!
I said," I am sorry Fumie to hurt you, I am sorry mom to make you cry, I am sorry dad to make u depressed and I am sorry you fake to be not scared of you!"
Fake me disappeared and I finally came back.

Since then I couldn't be more grateful and I dohave such thoughts anymore. I love my friends and family and specially my self. This time I have more friends than Fumie. Always remember to never give up and love your self. Don't be afraid of whats on your mind and talk to the people you love...be grateful for what you have.
Its spring 2015 now and I am having a perfect life.😃🙂