it all strted when i was 8 dont know why I was shy when I was 8 i strted thinking wht people think of me why are they staring m I tht fat? or are they watching me cause iam weird? or is this is because I have something on my shirt or in my face? because of tht I would be shy well but many things chnged when I was 10 I made a friend he thought me how to be an extrovert but I still had a lot of trust issues, I strted drawing as it make me feel good, I played games to like more of mobile games but yeah it was all fun but the fun disappeared when my friends disappeared when I was 13 ,cant go out cause no one lived near all were far but yeah we would chat online but like ,everyone had trust issues like me most of them were shy to,some were like there old self though but yeah didn't I told you,the friend the extrovert in the beginning he chnged now was an introvert and had social anxiety like me,oh well I didn't chnged at all to hahah I was the boy who would jst sit quietly in the bench thinking whts gonna be tommorow, a adventure or jst the same old story of try to be u huh well, as a good friend I said bruh why u look all depressed this days u can tell me man

he stared at me and said: idk why but this days I feel like crying for being me man I,hate myself. I said: bruh u sad for tht ? you remember tht boy who slept in the school because he had no home jk,he laughed looked at me and said: thnks man will never forget this
than I said well les go play thn when I looked outside it was evening and hurried home saying my mom gonna kill me need to hurry but thnks for being my only friend till now who helped me from 8 till now and it was jst a small thnks well haha bye 👋
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