Shadow
Shadow whether you say it as darkness and hindrance or shade and protection.
But for me it always meant shade and protection. I have always lived in the shadows. Cut off from the world with only books. Well growing up with a conservative mom. My mom let me study so that I accquire more and more knowledge and have a better career. She rarely let me play only on Sundays. I always stayed at home. My routine was like home to school, school to home, home to tuition classes, tuition classes to study table, study table to bed and the never ending journey. This was all my life. I slowly began to adapt to that situation. I was growing up with no company other than my cousins my maternal uncles and aunties and my grandparents. I had few friends only at school. My life was like I am ok if someone is there and I am ok if someone is not there. I always bound to books and boundaries of school. Sometimes I use to get angry seeing my friends playing after school and me riding my bicycle and going to tuition classes. As a result till today I lack special talents like how today's youth do such as singing, dancing, mimicking, acting, sculpting, painting etc and me with zero talents. My friends with lesser grades than me is even more talented. People always say...
But for me it always meant shade and protection. I have always lived in the shadows. Cut off from the world with only books. Well growing up with a conservative mom. My mom let me study so that I accquire more and more knowledge and have a better career. She rarely let me play only on Sundays. I always stayed at home. My routine was like home to school, school to home, home to tuition classes, tuition classes to study table, study table to bed and the never ending journey. This was all my life. I slowly began to adapt to that situation. I was growing up with no company other than my cousins my maternal uncles and aunties and my grandparents. I had few friends only at school. My life was like I am ok if someone is there and I am ok if someone is not there. I always bound to books and boundaries of school. Sometimes I use to get angry seeing my friends playing after school and me riding my bicycle and going to tuition classes. As a result till today I lack special talents like how today's youth do such as singing, dancing, mimicking, acting, sculpting, painting etc and me with zero talents. My friends with lesser grades than me is even more talented. People always say...