What am I doing here? I question my existence. The moment you grew tired of seeing me, the lights in my universe dimmed, so dark I couldn't even see where I am headed to. I wasn't good enough, I knew it to the core of my heart but I tried, to live up to the standard you unforgivingly set. I must resent you for the holes you dug in all my happy corners but the very thought fill the empty spaces with cold air. Somewhere you are laughing your lungs out knowing I would not have gotten over you. Does it make you merrier? To have someone waiting for you in tears. I pray it does because I think this wait will last a lifetime~
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