Beautiful British Columbia to me it's the place to be. I make payments on my little house just inside the city line. it's no castle by any means it has issues but I can easily afford its cheaper than rent. Three houses on my street,the family of five are all good real good but there's always one neighbor that causes grief and I won't go there,they probably think the same of me,grumpy old couple that think it's there street since they have been there forever. I could go on an on but trust me they have fucked me. Heffley creek is close enough that I can hear it roar when the winter snow melts from the first class ski resort. Two good fishing lakes are 25 minutes away between my house and the ski resort. The corner store and the post office are almost next door,I stumble there if I have to that's how close. But what I really love is the store has liquor an lotto an gas for the lawn mower. The Heffley creek store has not produced a winning ticket that is worth over a hundred thousand so I'm incline to be the first good luck to me. The North Thompson river is in walking distance from my house, when in summer it has sandy beaches, cool clear clean water and in the winter you can snow shoe, ice fish when the weather cooperates. Ten years of ice fishing haven't seen another person ice fish. Just the other day I caught a fish - 20 that day, I was packing up to go home and wouldn't you know it I had a bite fuck me had to stay for another half hour, without another bite. I take alot of pictures and put them on Google maps, 604 pictures 698,421 views and I really dont get out much. I haven't had a driver's license for 5years and I don't really want one, my parents drank and drove in the old days that's what people did. My job that I have had for the past ten years golf course construction I didn't need a license ,the last job took 2years. My foreman my longest known friend since grade one his older brother the owner of the company is calling it quites , he's tired of chasing cheques. I do not know what to do, 54 I hate starting a new. My drivers license I lost 5 years ago, it took 39years to finally get it thru my head I should not have one, I possibly may have to get one to find a decent job but I know it's a bad idea. I have options but which one, sale my house and travel while I still feel young but what happens when the money runs out and I live to be old or do I die with money in my account that I could have spent on little pleasures in life. I had a dream last week and were throwing a frisbee with dogs chasing, it was a very relax atmosphere. I asked this frisbee throwing chic if this was a modern hippie commune and her answer was yes and I knew this was the place for me. What ever you are good at that's what you contribute. I wonder if there's such a place. I grew up with out any worries and I have stories of elementary school, junior high, high school that all have liquor, drugs what can I say we party, house parties, out door parties, booze cruises. My first bag of weed was in grade 7 , drinking since I can remember. The stories that I can tell would make a millennial call bull shit. I started writing my biography but it's hard to stay motivated. A sandy beach in Belize and a mirror of cocaine an a tequila margarita in hand would definitely help. After my biography is written it would be a interesting tale, I like to think it could be a Netflix mini series. My first dog was at the age of one, Cinders a Yorkshire terrier that loved to roll in dead Salmon every year till she died at age 13. Tosha part wolf, Siberian husky, an Malamute was incredibly smart who lived to be 12. Than there was Porkchop Stafford shrier bull terrier the stories I could tell would be a story in its self she lived to be ten. Than there's Whistler, part shepherd, border collie and coyote, she lived to be 18and that was 4 years ago . I still mourn for her and I'm waiting for her spirit to find me. My delama in life has postponed a puppy entering my life, interesting. Once I get over this hiccup in life I should be so blessed to have my last dog. If I had money I would have a dog sanctuary or a hotel for dogs. If there's a heaven I can't wait to see my dogs waiting for me, my smile would never go away. What I did in life I have no regrets if I could do something's differently sure I would but my sole has taken me on this wonderful ride. Barley for beer has made me do some stupid things but all an all it has made living a crazy life for the good, Marijuana has made life tolerable when life would have been deadly boring, Cocaine has made me really enjoy life its a wonderful drug,Magic Mushrooms have never been boring lots of laughs. Mother Earth has provided these herbs, plants for us to enjoy. I truly believe they have had a purpose in my life good or bad that's just me. To the people that read this if you can help me out with guidance, I'm all ears. A person once told me if you haven't grown up by the time you turn 50 you don't have to. I'm over 50 my hair is grey I work as hard as my body will allow but my brain has never aged. Do people over 50 think the same way? Thanks Writco for letting me Rant

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