My story is about forgiveness. Which is sometimes its hard to give. But if you will be able to look the people around you. The person who have hope and aim what is a family , you just forget about your feelings. If someone is betraying you. Someone you think that you can lean on . Even if the feelings will be broke your heart into pieces. You just willing to forgive and forget all the pain. All the things that doing to you. To the point that you swallowed your own pride. And you wanted a whole family. Time goes by you think that everything will be okay. Everything will be in normal and he will not doing again the betrayal that he made..... But sadly it will repeatedly doing it. And what would be the hardest feeling and the painful situation that you had is, you are in one house. You treated each other us family even if you are not by blood. You love them and you didn't even think that in your back there doing things immoral. How sad but true, how painful but you need to accept it. You felt crushed but you need to forgive but i don't think that i can forget. How hard the feelings but i need to accept. And let them give a lesson that they deserve. Its not in my hand, i give it all to God who had His own will to know the best for me and worst for them. I know that i am selfish to say all this things, cursed them for the things that they do. This is what i felt, i don't want to hurt them in my hand. Lesson learned that you need tolisten yo your women instinct. Always think that other person is not the same as you. Your doubt maybe true and looking for the truth. Buy always pray so that the Lord guide you to the truth. Maybe thats why easily for me to forgive and not take action for there mistakes. Because God is my refuge, He give me strength and courage to be stand up and head on the air. That i am doing things right even if hurt me so bad.

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