I thought I would not come back to this circle.
Im crying again and in slump.
It seems like my situation is getting worse.
I have no one to talk to but only this.
It seems like Im living alone.
It seems like they did not able to decipher how I felt right now.
You know what, I felt tired and sick of this situation.
If not only my love for music and writing I dont know what will happen to me.
I think Im fated to be stucked and stagnant my whole life.
I felt so frustrated right now!
I felt so much resentment towards myself.
I felt so useless, they're making me felt this way.
Why! Why!
I just want someone who will pat my shoulder and say comforting and consoling words to me.
But I have no one.
Im so tired of acting Im okay.
That I am strong enough.


© lovelypoete23