I am here now,as I am
STRONG


I'm brought to this unknown place in my life
In life I am a woman, a mother, daughter, sister, friend and lover.

I am Strong because I had to be, I've endured such pain, I felt it and kept till it dissipated
I have been silent and alone in my head, till I realized the silence creates alone.

I have suffered and survived deep humiliation so much , I decided to embrace it , respect it and just feel grateful enough to have merely experienced it.

I have had everything one seeks taken from me, then looked deep into the eyes of the taker and suddenly forgot the loss,
In my shrouded darkness I forgave,I saw his soul seeping from both eyes.
Thus lifted me to new realms with in me,

Now, I have come from this shy ,timid country girl, to become a woman so strong in my own ,I'm unbreakable.
I was before controlled in my thoughts and suppressed,

But NOW
I am free to feel and live this life how I desire.once being controlled makes you swear to never live it again.like anything that is compressed tight and wound down like a spring,eventually it gives back and springs higher above and beyond from where it was released. Do not mistake my gathering of my mind, I carry no regrets for any of my adversities. Only the learned respect for them all For in the darkness the candle was relit. My strength was awakened. I am strong! I AM UNBREAKABLE!
I may take a short tumble now and then , but promise is my word, I will never spiral into becoming a victim again of myself or anyone.

In closing .. I wouldn't change a thing. The best things happened because
of some of worst. From every.. every moment it brought me somewhere new.


© Rebel Reaper