At my worst point during my sickness, I had lost everything in my life. I was laying in a bed and could do nothing except stare at a wall or try to sleep, which didn't work well either. I could hardly move around even in our own house.

I couldn't leave the house. I couldn't watch TV or listen to music. I couldn't read books. I was so wracked with anxiety and depression, and my body was so sick, that I could do nothing.

I had lost all things. A moment came when the only thought I had left in my mind was that I knew I should pray. I had lost all preconceived notions about religion. I had lost all inhibitions, and when I prayed it was pure from my heart to God. I had no idea in my mind that I should pray in a certain way.

I had no ideas about what people would think if I prayed. I had no ideas about how I felt about the fact that I was praying or even if my prayer would be heard or answered. I just knew I had to pray, and I did with all of my emotion and soul. I prayed for TRUTH.
My prayer broke forth because everything I had been holding onto that was contrary to the presence and truth of God had snapped. And when it did I went straight to the source of my life.

When I did this I was answered powerfully and with force. I heard a message as clear as a church bell. It came out of my chest, out of my heart, the center of my life and being.

It said, "I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS." I had flung the doorway to the Kingdom of God WIDE OPEN, and there I found Jesus God and the Angels of Light smiling at me, saying it's about time you opened that door. We have been waiting for you and knocking for some time. I want to encourage you to throw aside all preconceived ideas and notions about God and prayer and to simply ask God for help.


Ask God for the truth like a little child would ask his or he parents for the truth about something they needed to know. You have to humble yourself to the lowest point to reach through your own self-limitations so that you can hear and see God.

God and Jesus are with you now and always shave been, but you hold yourself away from them. Humble yourself. Say to Jesus, "I know nothing, please teach me. Please help me understand." Seek Jesus and God, and ask for the TRUTH. You will be answered.
In Jesus name Amen

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