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The strongest living creature in the world
MY MOM
it's quite late for me to say this because everybody just celebrate mother's day by wishing there mother happy mother's day mom, Mammi,Amma,aai,ammi,ma or a lot of different names and there are people who give there mom the proper celebration like cutting cake giving her a day off or making something special for her and take her out to shopping but on the other hand I am not the one who do all this things seriously, I don't wish my mom like "happy mother's day mammi" or touch her feet or do something special for and you know what saying "happy mother's day" with the emotions you feel at that time is just flood in my mind .
You know guys why I can't say that single word , because I don't think it's worth it for her it just won't give her the emotion I want to share .
Throughout from my childhood I have seen my mom standing courageous to all the problems rather than her cries . I don't know why but I never seen her broken or in a fear of something and there was that day , the day when my father had his operations after when they cameback from hospital from another city I saw that face , the face who can't control anymore of this , I now also fear sometimes that what if my mother had to went from all this another time , but after all this also she took her time and don't know how she stabilize herself from the shock, I think my father had a very important role in it and then after some months she just came to her normal self again . My brother and I were so happy but we didn't show it , we just let it like yeah it's normal and we were going like that and there comes the lockdown, she was not at all scared or loosing hopes instead she was helping my father to be calm and hopeful for future and until now also when my father had to go through some mental problems she held him and suppoted him, I know that's what wife generally do for her husband, but you know what my father Cannot be easily broken by anybody I mean he is the strongest man in my life from my childhood and seeing him shattered is like nightmare for me and there was my mother who is always supportive towards him and constantly saying the same thing "don't fear from destiny , Destiny will go on its way you have to go on your way don't worry about your destiny it's in your hand " I mean how , in times like this she was the ones to broke down and now she is giving my father to move forward.
It was the time when I was in 6th and entered my new school and before that my marks was never less than 95%seriously , you a must be thinking like I am bragging but no , and when I saw my report card of class 6th it was 74% grade B and I got the shock for the life time that time also my mother was the one to console me , my father didn't say a word to me, he is a man of very few word and he let mom handle this and than continuosly working hard I reached 10th where I got 80% After working diligently for the whole year and I was hoping for 85 and when I told my parents about this they didn't gave any kind of reaction like not happy nor sad and they were like" it's ok" seriously they didn't scold me for anything And I remember I didn't ate for 1 and a half day and the other day my father took me to juice shop And while drinking the juice they asked me why I was crying so hard , so I told them that " I can't get enough marks in my important exams" and my mom said " hey don't worry about that, I know you worked hard and 80% is not a bad score" it was the best moment of my life because after that I ordered another 3 glasses and drank all that and seeing that my mother and father was laughing at me and I just turn over my back and they were still laughing and I want that laugh again , they were just looking so relaxed at that time like all the stress is gone from their life and they were enjoying that time.
Now even for a day I can't think living without my parents , I just can't because the encouragement,power and believe I got from them could never get from any other person or friend . You know how lovers said to each other that "you're my lifeline" that's what I want to say to my mom that "Mammi you are the lifeline for all of us , I don't know what happened to us if you given up 16 years ago , you sacrificed your belongings, your life just to make ours , to make us successful and to make us worth you gave us your valuable time , you are continuously giving your efforts to this family , you are keeping this family strong mom , You are the reason why we are alive and safe and nobody is stronger than you mom " " I love you mom ,more than you love yourself and more than you love us ,thanks for being my mom in this life ". I know it can't describe my mom's efforts of her lifetime but honestly she is the best women I ever seen in my life , sometimes she act like a child sometimes like adult sometimes like an old lady and sometimes like a friend and there is no way anyway that anyone could describe that efforts of their mom's even if it took them their lifetime and so wishing and helping her only one day is not enough for me so I try everyday to understand her to stay by herside even if she is scolding me , and also help her to regain the charm she had once.
But one day I will confess this to my mom and to my dad also that the backbone of my pride are them , they are the ones due to whom I am stronger now and due to whom I know how to take care of my self and my surroundings and last but not the least I am going to be the person who I want and make their dreams come true and make them proud of me one day definitely, just you wait mom I will definitely make you proud on myself one day , You too Papa.
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I know it is very late to post this one and I couldn't write it on time because of something terrible happened in my life one day before mother's day and so I didn't wish mom nor that I would've wished but here are the thoughts I wrote about how I feel about my family.
© Payal Nahak
it's quite late for me to say this because everybody just celebrate mother's day by wishing there mother happy mother's day mom, Mammi,Amma,aai,ammi,ma or a lot of different names and there are people who give there mom the proper celebration like cutting cake giving her a day off or making something special for her and take her out to shopping but on the other hand I am not the one who do all this things seriously, I don't wish my mom like "happy mother's day mammi" or touch her feet or do something special for and you know what saying "happy mother's day" with the emotions you feel at that time is just flood in my mind .
You know guys why I can't say that single word , because I don't think it's worth it for her it just won't give her the emotion I want to share .
Throughout from my childhood I have seen my mom standing courageous to all the problems rather than her cries . I don't know why but I never seen her broken or in a fear of something and there was that day , the day when my father had his operations after when they cameback from hospital from another city I saw that face , the face who can't control anymore of this , I now also fear sometimes that what if my mother had to went from all this another time , but after all this also she took her time and don't know how she stabilize herself from the shock, I think my father had a very important role in it and then after some months she just came to her normal self again . My brother and I were so happy but we didn't show it , we just let it like yeah it's normal and we were going like that and there comes the lockdown, she was not at all scared or loosing hopes instead she was helping my father to be calm and hopeful for future and until now also when my father had to go through some mental problems she held him and suppoted him, I know that's what wife generally do for her husband, but you know what my father Cannot be easily broken by anybody I mean he is the strongest man in my life from my childhood and seeing him shattered is like nightmare for me and there was my mother who is always supportive towards him and constantly saying the same thing "don't fear from destiny , Destiny will go on its way you have to go on your way don't worry about your destiny it's in your hand " I mean how , in times like this she was the ones to broke down and now she is giving my father to move forward.
It was the time when I was in 6th and entered my new school and before that my marks was never less than 95%seriously , you a must be thinking like I am bragging but no , and when I saw my report card of class 6th it was 74% grade B and I got the shock for the life time that time also my mother was the one to console me , my father didn't say a word to me, he is a man of very few word and he let mom handle this and than continuosly working hard I reached 10th where I got 80% After working diligently for the whole year and I was hoping for 85 and when I told my parents about this they didn't gave any kind of reaction like not happy nor sad and they were like" it's ok" seriously they didn't scold me for anything And I remember I didn't ate for 1 and a half day and the other day my father took me to juice shop And while drinking the juice they asked me why I was crying so hard , so I told them that " I can't get enough marks in my important exams" and my mom said " hey don't worry about that, I know you worked hard and 80% is not a bad score" it was the best moment of my life because after that I ordered another 3 glasses and drank all that and seeing that my mother and father was laughing at me and I just turn over my back and they were still laughing and I want that laugh again , they were just looking so relaxed at that time like all the stress is gone from their life and they were enjoying that time.
Now even for a day I can't think living without my parents , I just can't because the encouragement,power and believe I got from them could never get from any other person or friend . You know how lovers said to each other that "you're my lifeline" that's what I want to say to my mom that "Mammi you are the lifeline for all of us , I don't know what happened to us if you given up 16 years ago , you sacrificed your belongings, your life just to make ours , to make us successful and to make us worth you gave us your valuable time , you are continuously giving your efforts to this family , you are keeping this family strong mom , You are the reason why we are alive and safe and nobody is stronger than you mom " " I love you mom ,more than you love yourself and more than you love us ,thanks for being my mom in this life ". I know it can't describe my mom's efforts of her lifetime but honestly she is the best women I ever seen in my life , sometimes she act like a child sometimes like adult sometimes like an old lady and sometimes like a friend and there is no way anyway that anyone could describe that efforts of their mom's even if it took them their lifetime and so wishing and helping her only one day is not enough for me so I try everyday to understand her to stay by herside even if she is scolding me , and also help her to regain the charm she had once.
But one day I will confess this to my mom and to my dad also that the backbone of my pride are them , they are the ones due to whom I am stronger now and due to whom I know how to take care of my self and my surroundings and last but not the least I am going to be the person who I want and make their dreams come true and make them proud of me one day definitely, just you wait mom I will definitely make you proud on myself one day , You too Papa.
*********************************
I know it is very late to post this one and I couldn't write it on time because of something terrible happened in my life one day before mother's day and so I didn't wish mom nor that I would've wished but here are the thoughts I wrote about how I feel about my family.
© Payal Nahak
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