Okay, weird formula to life, but a lot of things can fit into different formulas. Sure there aren't sure fine variables in life and it is all one big mess with tens and thousands of thoughts and questions. Details that is what is all needed for us to actually go out there and say well this is a meaning of life. Well, fundementally it differs between person to person. Well in a lot of things people differ and that is okay I mean my mom always said : " How dull would the world be if all of us were the same?"

There is also a thousand mysteries in our lives and all we have is to kind of have things work out for the best. Today in my private writing session I had a stern like writing to myself like you know the biggest thing bothering me personally is that everything in life is weird as I like a multitude of things and explore almost everything as it is damned interesting plus it makes me less boring and also I learn and understand a multitude of things, which I kind of thinks makes life a bit more valuable and worth it. The problem is there is a lot of obvious problems towards this approach and that is also makes it hard to fit into life.

So yeah I asked myself what is the actual problem with me? I thought you know there is a lot of unprocessed thoughts and also things that has to be approached in life and what do I do sometimes? Is there a plan for all this ? Is change and growth reachable or not? Well, one thing is apparent there is a one clear problem not everything is done and what happens because of it a lot of doubt and other negative traits are given onto myself. Problem is also that it is also...