As I lay on my bed, clinging onto my pillow, I was drowning in my hurtful thoughts. This was not the first time he said those things to me, but why did this one hurt so much? It was supposed to be one of my best dates and not a memory that brings only pain when remembered.

I had many wishes running through my mind. I wished I never met him. I wished I never fell in love with him. I wished I never said yes the day he asked me out. I wished I didn’t pick the call for that date. I regretted coming out to see him. I cursed that night.

It was so beautiful at first till he uttered those words to me- it was meant to be a joke but, to me, it was the most hurtful things I had ever heard. Why...