Don't you get lonely being way out here by yoself you're never with nobody you're always alone. No I answered, so are you really alone I mean we're all alone. You be with people call'um friends and family but it's things that matter. Anyway I have my books and when I'm in a book I can make it be anything or the characters anybody I want them to be.
I don't just stay away from the world because of something I don't like I stay away because I like me. Jane I like who I am who I really am and if you stay around certain things for too long it changes you. So when I see or feel myself changing I back away. You don't really notice but it gets in you and after a while you're not you anymore. You turn into those thing that you swore you'd never become. I want to...