So I've been trying to be a good girl, fear of falling short of God's grace and for the last four years I've been doing good. (pat myself on the back.)
Unfortunately I met someone, oh my God! How could you put someone in my path like that. How am I supposed to to resist this temptation. I would swim the ocian just to see his face and his lips, oh lord have mercy I can almost feel them on me. Just a kiss, one kiss but I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be able to keep it like that because I want his lips everywhere with his arms wrapped around me so I can just melt into him. I would die a thousand deaths just to feel his body pressed to mine. I know in my religion we are not supposed to look at another person with lust in our hearts. To late, I'm doomed.

© Mary Bowie