I once had a person who was my addiction,
I was focused but lacking communication,
I brought her close in my heart thru feeling that devotion,
Man i wish i neva lost concentration,
But she's still in my heart

I thought my past destroyed wat we had,
I thought wat i was totally ruined wat we had,
I thought People i was close with was a cause of ruining wat we had,
But no i was totally wrong though some facts point that,
But i neva notice that.

But I ended losing her,
I wished i wasn't addicted to her,
The pains i fell,the tears i cried after losing her,
It was like the world has come to an end,
Wat i thought ruined our relationship wasn't....

Sometimes we date people we don love
Becz we fear to tell them we don't love them,
We make people fall for us ended up hurting them,
I still don believe one of them,
But um Still standing there with non of them

She said 'i neva love you" i know it wasn't true,
Lately wen um tryin to explain my issues,
She said"i thought i know but i was wrong",
But bcz it love i neva give up on her,
I spent a years drowning into the pain...

I've neva love a person like that,
I fell like i lost a part of me,
She's my addiction i couldn't walk away,
I know her heart won't let me lose her,

© sanelentully