A normal girl like me always had a small world of my own and a bubble of comfort. I never allowed a single person to burst that bubble, but if someone kept pursuing you and asking you to be with him then you have to mercilessly reject him because this is me and I don't want my past to have implications on my future. I wanna have an upright life. Some turns will be difficult, but it will be best if you take it earlier. Then you will be free from burden or from the fear of being exposed. I had a complicated day. I don't know it was me or him that had the bad one. I rejected his invitation without even acknowledging because I am not ready for any of this relationship stuff, but my heart kept asking me to not hurt him. If I did hurt him without knowing then that's because I am a timid person who just wants a normal life with a normal being. I am the way I am.
Always...
HN

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