I seem to have developed an intense, deep-rooted passion for writing over the last few years or so... and the word "passion", even feeling somewhat of an understatement, or a description that doesn't quite do it justice...
Some would call it a "knack", or a "talent", or do I dare say a purpose for writing!?!!
Really... in the scheme of things... I just straight-up enjoy the shit out it! I always have! O definitely enjoy the creativity and imagination involved when it comes to writing any kind of "short-stories" , or "themed poems"... or the immense satisfaction I feel when I hit a home run on a piece of any kind... when the words just fit together, and make sense, and seem to just "sell-the-story". When my thoughts, feelings, ideas, and experiences, are conveyed and layed down like jigsaw puzzle that shimmers and shines like a twinkle at twilight.
The star that shines so bright at night that it lights my path and gives me purpose. It lights my path and shows me the way to Passion. The Castles stands proud and is a Crowned Achievement in my own Documentary of Life. It leads me through the darkness like a beacon of Hope when my feet are in Quicksand.
The grubs and meal worms are a feast when I am fasting. Forever frustrated is my forgotten Soul and I find myself.... beside myself... Submerged, in this decaying world of disease, death, and discord.
Daily, I deal with this harsh reality! I am lucky enough NOT to be incarcerated the last two times I have had police contact this past month. Both times I have found myself in a situation where we have lost absolutely everything due to vehicles being impounded... and I do mean absolutely everything except the clothes on my back and my wallet. So, I guess in that sense I am super blessed!
I have wandered from my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and I have been incredibly selfish yet again. I have dismissed the ALL-knowing and taken the wheel once more because I forget how to live. I forget about what's important. I forget about what is real! I forget about what matters! I focus on all the wrong things and tend to have only one agenda! This agenda Consumes my Soul and kills my integrity once again...it murders my humility and kidnaps my Courage... it holds hostage my Honor and Pride within and taunts my Devilish Desires and Demons that wish to feed on my Cosmic Energy within that makes it easier to devour my very Aura and Essense of Being.
© CAThomas-