I started crying more loudly and was really upset, dissatisfied, disappointed with me. I just wanted to end my life for this guilt. If ever this thing will be considered as guilt then for sure I would have recieved death sentence as punishment. I was crying loudly thinking what should I do next ?.Then, suddenly it started to rain more quickly and lighting started. The reason to rain heavily must have related to me I could feel that God is also guilty for making someone like me.

Suddenly, I felt as someone is standing near me. I started wiping my tears and started to pass by the person. Then, he suddenly called me with my name. He said - "Shane wait!. I am here for you". I turned over to see who he is ?. Then, I realised that I have never met him which gave me chills as we never met before but still he knows my name.

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