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Nothing. Just Me
I'm a fleshed ghost
To my loneliness, I raise a toast
I see no one wants me
I'm unwelcome and too much trouble, its what they see

I'm not meant for another
Too much hassle, all say, why bother!
I'm left out in the cold, it's how it should be
No one likes to mingle in my company

I fight my battles all alone
I rise up even though bleeding through the bone
For everyone I will infinitely remain a stranger
As no one wants luggage that's spells danger

Stories like mine look heroic in pages of a book
Glorified on screens, awarded in movies of Hollywood
If given a chance, abiding time with me you'd savor
From all pain and pitfalls, forever, I will be your biggest saviour

I need someone to make my demons go away
Bring out the sun on a rainy day
Help clear the path when I'm afraid
When I've lost my way, remind me with encouraging words said

When my eyes cry an uncontrollable flood
I need my veins to restart pumping blood
Wonder, if I will experience glorious days like others
Then, I am reminded, I haven't got none, it'll be a never

No one's there through the heartbreaks
No one's there when I lose faith
Do note, I do the same for all, in their bad days
My kindness is lasting, not just a passing phase

So, I have made peace with my lonely nights
Dragging my soul on earth, to all I am a ghost inside
I will never be from this crumbled life, free
I don't blame anyone, it's official, I am nothing but, misery
© 𝓡.𝓕𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓼 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓵