Sometimes I hate what I am doing. Why? Because, like everyone, I have haters.
Sometimes I love what I am doing. Why? Because some people like my work.
Sometimes I want to end my work.
Sometimes I want to start again
Why I don't do it? Because I can lost too much... I can lost me even more then I did.
Sometimes I want to do more.
Sometimes I want to speak with someone special.
Why I don't do it? Because I don't want to be cringe.


Why I feel everything?
Because sometimes I care too much about what the other people thinks.
Because sometimes I hurt myself to heal other people.
Because when I hurt the others to heal me, I end hurting myself even more.
Because sometimes I forget to be me, to live without to care.


But sometimes I don't care and I am way too mean and I regret it... because I care about it.