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My story from "average" to "fail"
Please don't judge me, my English is not so good.
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Hey myself Priyanka Singh, I am a student,and I am in 12th standard this year.
I am a biology student although I don't like physics and chemistry my bade Papa force me to take this stream, I try so hard to understand the concept of physics but i can't understand, I am really fustreted at this time and completey heartbroken, so I thought of sharing my story so that people help me to encourage. When I was in class 1st class, I am interested in human physiology, big when I reached in 4th class I want be a piolet.Time changes my dream changes. When I passed my 10th with 77 per(not good) I want to take arts but, my forms are filled by my bade Papa,he chose the science stream and you know what is the wrost part I scored 56/100 in science and 58/100 in maths so how can I handle physics and chemistry, I scored 92/100 in social that my favourite subject because I want to be a judge. But my judgement I already taken by bade papa.
I studied 11th science especially physics, I was blown after I saw the concept. You know what I was failed for first time in 1st pt exam. I cry and cry and cry, I am not a bright student but I am a good student after that I started preparing hard so that I pass my exam. I failed agin in half year than I again fail in 3pt I was completely broken (I am crying during writing this) and then come to final exam,what are you thinking,that I passed my finals it's impossible if you are a kvien you can relate this, finally I am completely fail in 11th. After that my Papa don't utter a word he was like it's ok beta you can do next time. My Papa believe me alot,he is a tailor and he want that I became something good. I was to cry hard I cry, my bade papa come to me and ask what next I said I want to talk arts,he says but why there is no scope, I said but I want to talk arts. After that I go to my parents home where I spend some time, I feel better now, and again time come I have to choose my subject to so want to choose arts but my bade papa inspire me to talk science again because I already studies for one year and this time it will easy for me I think for sometime and agian I talk the wrong decision I choose science.
And this academic year start I already studies all things so this time it is easy for me but I end up scoring 62per( 5th hightest in class). But I am not happy at all because I want to score alleast 80per and I am far away from this. Then corona situation in our country,our schools are closed so we all have our online classes.
I really studied hard but my results now come that good, you know what I want to become now, I Want to be a army doctor and my dream collage is AFMC pune,for that I really need to work hard today is 11th Oct and u wrote the this because from past 10days my motivation I gone. I want to study but can't focused.
I hope you people help me..
please don't judge me 🥺💔, it took so hard to write this.
I am literally crying.
ps help me !!!
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