Apart from CHRIST, I haven't yet come across a perfect human in the Bible. I am reading stories about absolutely imperfect beings that were shown grace after grace by GOD. Men and women who mess up again and again and again and still, GOD takes care of their needs. There are them that took the graces and mercies for granted, there are them that totally turned their lives to wholly worship and live for GOD and for CHRIST. I pray we be counted among the latter.

You are never too far off for GOD to turn your life to HIMSELF. Some of the things that the men and women in the Bible did, you wouldn't, in your wildest dreams, think to do, yet GOD rescued them from themselves. Don't harden your heart to the conviction of the HOLY SPIRIT anymore. It's a beautiful journey after that. Never easy, it has it's own challenges that you will want out of, but you will always have CHRIST to fall on.