When I was a kid I just wanted to grow soon but after becoming teenage life started to hit me again and again I hated it a lot what I did wrong to deserve this all !?

I'm not sure of my friends, I don't know what to became ?
Why my parents fight a lot I don't want to be like them.
Where does fairy tales went ?
I want to be disappear.
Does I was always this lonely?
I just want to give up.
My beauty is not enough?
I said to myself I'm ugly.
Does I need to be in a relationship?
They want me to do always more.

I cried ,
I screamed did you heard it?
Why is it hard to live?
Why you didn't told me when you said everyone leaves it's meant you were gonna to leave me too ?

I'm in dark. I can't reach to light.

Falling down is an accident,
Staying down is a choice.
I'm sorry that you suffer from all this alone.
Girl... I'm not aware of what you have face.
I want to hug you and want to whisper in your ear that "It's alright you are fine thanks for being strong. "
© Priya Rawat