A Message
In Writeing or Works
a message sent
to stop fighting and hurt

so I’ve put in the work
and listened to my heart
the universe said to stop thinking
and just start

the world wants what’s worst for me
and the universe wants what’s best
and if you think that this life is easy
than you’re just like the rest

it’s a test
and a game
it’s a life that we play
find ways to enjoy
and a choice
to remain the same
but in a way
I’m beat the living shit
out of myself
and forced myself to change
in a way that the whole world has felt.

i hate staying the same
for what remains the same has no room for improvement.
and if you aren’t trying to get better than when you get to heaven
you’ll be the one looking stupid.

god will laugh and chuck you into hell
saying “there’s no place for demons in gods kindoms”
no demons do well
no heathens can walk here
no monster of sin
no sinner like you
can be free
from being condemned

then I’ll arrive
Confident as hell
and be commended
and recommended to be an angel on the front lines fighting demons the sent him

I’ll be free one day from my earthy grasp
I’ll be free one day from my earthly past
I’ll be free one day
you just wait and see
you’ll see what I become
and then you’ll see what I see.

© The Depressionist