It was in the vacations..Was in relaxed mode..Few years back when I was reading "your dreams are mine now" by Ravindra Singh back in my head the character of Arjun made me to travel in a world of love. It was a fairytale. I felt The boy I met was the boy I dreamt of..!!
I was in love with all I got, in love with all I felt. I was in imagination of Arjun being entered into my life.
I started imagining Arjun in him if he behaved or enacting, I use to say that you are not my Arjun, you can't be my Arjun. He use to say that I am I am, not someone else. So somewhat I use to calm myself.
Now then we were getting to know each other and supporting in all way.
It was the time to say that "Your heart is mine now" you are mine !!.
It was as if I was on seventh cloud. It was all good. We met, we gathered to be together, but human expectation are most dangerous, they want everything to be perfect. But soon it all went in vain,all vanished.
I started feeling betrayed. It was heart Wrenchin, I got broken in peaces then I said "you are not mine".
But deep within, I know that, He will miss me,when he I'll not be treated as I did, he will miss the conversation we had, he is in dark with the guilt and be cheated the way he did, he will start looking for my face in every faces.
But I moved on, I feel so sorry for him because I thought He was the most amazing person ever. If I could have had another guy in the world, I still would have picked you. Now you're just another part of my past. And someday I will , find the one I deserve, a memory more faded everyday, and he will make me the happiest girl in the world.
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