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I Must Be A Punching Bag
Again I became your punching bag. I used to look at you as my saving grace and now you are more like the monster in my closet. I have NO ONE to turn to cause I turned my back on them for the sack of this relationship. I can not stop the racing suicidal thoughts either. I do not want to cut again because I want to look somewhat decent in my casket. I knew better than to choose family and friends over a dude, but I thought this was forever and all we needed is us. Those were your words in the beginning and now today it is just punch after punch.
I wish I was still that strong female but I no longer am. You have broken me down, you have...