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๐๐๐๐ค ๐๐จ ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ซ.
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฏ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐ค
๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐@๐๐๐กโ๐ฆ๐ค๐๐๐ก๐๐ ๐ค
(๐๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ฌ ๐๐ก๐๐๐)
๐ -๐-๐-๐-๐-๐-๐.
I am still longing for you. I am missing you so damn bad, Honey. I am being occupied again with just your thoughts. With you, I am still into. Despite of everything. You still got me. Your departure leaves me hanging. From better to worst I am going day by day without your presence. From your family to your friends, I asked about you. But there is no response from any of them.
๐ฐ'๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐.
๐ฏ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐? ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐-๐-๐๐๐.
I pinch myself. I am not for surely dreaming. I know it is you. Nothings' change with you despite of how long time have passed. You are still is mesmerizing. You are as gorgeous as goddess. Still just as you are long time ago. But I can't see anything from you. I can't even tell your emotion. You are just looking at me like I am a stranger. A stranger you never know nor ever met. It stings me but managed myself to talk.
"Hey! It's me how are you?" I greeted you.
"I am okay. Much better now unlike when we are together" your words are as a knife that swiftly stabs me continuously. It's been so long. After that incedent, we then never talk anymore. We never meet again. I never heard anything about you. Not until this day comes. So I did not waste my chance to talk to you. But in a cold tone you replied.
๐๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ , ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐-๐-๐.
I am looking at you intently.
"Seems you are in a rush?" I asked you.
"Ahm if you don't mind. I gotta go" you stated. "I have lots of things to do. 'Important things'" you added as you emphasize the word important.
That caught me. You are really an unpredictable girl. But undeniably , I must be thankful that my feet brings me here. Here infront of you. As you were hailing a taxi for work. I offer you a drive but you refused. I just then left hanging. As I watch you walks away carried by that yellow taxi you hailed. A taxi again! For this damn second time. I was disappointed. I wanted to talk to you. Atleast for just an hour. But I was failed. I am such a dumbass. A coward dumbass. But atleast I've got to see you. After a very long time. After years. I have given a chance to talk to you for atleast even just seconds. There are no emotions with your face.
The memories of that cold night then flashes back.
๐ฉ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ .
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐.
"Hey love where are you?" You texted me.
"I am at home why?" I lied.
"Ahm, nothing honey! just chekin' up on you" you then replied but somethings in it, I can feel.
"Oh! Okay love. How are you instead?" I asked out of nowhere. But I was caught up with your reply.
"Here at Cassavilles Cafรจ. Watching over the two of you. Oh honey, don't be so bothered, dry your sweats. It is all over your face. I advise you to take of that leather jacket you were wearin' and I guess that girl infront of you is carrying a tissue on that pink purse she's holding, better tell her to give you a piece of it for your sweats". I was shocked. Totally! Damn it! I love you, I know. I can feel that I love you. But I am entertaining other girls. Damn you self! Fuck you! I was left dumbfounded.
๐บ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐.
๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐.
๐บ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐-๐-๐.
I saw you walked outside the Cafรจ. The sun is almost gone. You are wearing your black coat that covers and reaveals that damn curve of your body upto your knees. With your white high heels you were wearin that makes you more taller for an inches. That damn, dim light of the cafรจ makes your skin more whiter. With your damn scent that seizes the cafรจ. That flawless skin you have. And that rosy cheeks of yours. That long black hair of yours that is as free as a bird carried by the wind. That damn brown eyes that is staring at me wattered. Damn! You are not worthy of crying. You shouldn't be. You are almost perfect that everyone should be proud of having. And I am so proud I have you. I am so fortunate you are mine. What have I done? I got frozen. Senseless. Troubled. Occupied by unknown. Left nothing to do. I cannot say a word. I cannot make a move. Cassavilles' Cafรจ is located nearby street. In exact place which we planned to own. In this place where we are in full of love while future sighting. Is where I broke you into pieces. I am sorry. So sorry Honey. I just watch you hailing a Taxi. Just barely looking at you. As you looked at me with your eyes wattered, you never look back as you turn around. Calmly you walked away but sobbing.
I can still remember that 1005 name plated yellow taxi that rushed you away from me. I am watching the taxi drives...
๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฏ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐ค
๐๐๐๐๐๐โ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐@๐๐๐กโ๐ฆ๐ค๐๐๐ก๐๐ ๐ค
(๐๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ฌ ๐๐ก๐๐๐)
๐ -๐-๐-๐-๐-๐-๐.
I am still longing for you. I am missing you so damn bad, Honey. I am being occupied again with just your thoughts. With you, I am still into. Despite of everything. You still got me. Your departure leaves me hanging. From better to worst I am going day by day without your presence. From your family to your friends, I asked about you. But there is no response from any of them.
๐ฐ'๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐.
๐ฏ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐? ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐-๐-๐๐๐.
I pinch myself. I am not for surely dreaming. I know it is you. Nothings' change with you despite of how long time have passed. You are still is mesmerizing. You are as gorgeous as goddess. Still just as you are long time ago. But I can't see anything from you. I can't even tell your emotion. You are just looking at me like I am a stranger. A stranger you never know nor ever met. It stings me but managed myself to talk.
"Hey! It's me how are you?" I greeted you.
"I am okay. Much better now unlike when we are together" your words are as a knife that swiftly stabs me continuously. It's been so long. After that incedent, we then never talk anymore. We never meet again. I never heard anything about you. Not until this day comes. So I did not waste my chance to talk to you. But in a cold tone you replied.
๐๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ , ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
๐พ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐-๐-๐.
I am looking at you intently.
"Seems you are in a rush?" I asked you.
"Ahm if you don't mind. I gotta go" you stated. "I have lots of things to do. 'Important things'" you added as you emphasize the word important.
That caught me. You are really an unpredictable girl. But undeniably , I must be thankful that my feet brings me here. Here infront of you. As you were hailing a taxi for work. I offer you a drive but you refused. I just then left hanging. As I watch you walks away carried by that yellow taxi you hailed. A taxi again! For this damn second time. I was disappointed. I wanted to talk to you. Atleast for just an hour. But I was failed. I am such a dumbass. A coward dumbass. But atleast I've got to see you. After a very long time. After years. I have given a chance to talk to you for atleast even just seconds. There are no emotions with your face.
The memories of that cold night then flashes back.
๐ฉ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ .
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐.
"Hey love where are you?" You texted me.
"I am at home why?" I lied.
"Ahm, nothing honey! just chekin' up on you" you then replied but somethings in it, I can feel.
"Oh! Okay love. How are you instead?" I asked out of nowhere. But I was caught up with your reply.
"Here at Cassavilles Cafรจ. Watching over the two of you. Oh honey, don't be so bothered, dry your sweats. It is all over your face. I advise you to take of that leather jacket you were wearin' and I guess that girl infront of you is carrying a tissue on that pink purse she's holding, better tell her to give you a piece of it for your sweats". I was shocked. Totally! Damn it! I love you, I know. I can feel that I love you. But I am entertaining other girls. Damn you self! Fuck you! I was left dumbfounded.
๐บ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐.
๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐.
๐บ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ'๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐-๐-๐.
I saw you walked outside the Cafรจ. The sun is almost gone. You are wearing your black coat that covers and reaveals that damn curve of your body upto your knees. With your white high heels you were wearin that makes you more taller for an inches. That damn, dim light of the cafรจ makes your skin more whiter. With your damn scent that seizes the cafรจ. That flawless skin you have. And that rosy cheeks of yours. That long black hair of yours that is as free as a bird carried by the wind. That damn brown eyes that is staring at me wattered. Damn! You are not worthy of crying. You shouldn't be. You are almost perfect that everyone should be proud of having. And I am so proud I have you. I am so fortunate you are mine. What have I done? I got frozen. Senseless. Troubled. Occupied by unknown. Left nothing to do. I cannot say a word. I cannot make a move. Cassavilles' Cafรจ is located nearby street. In exact place which we planned to own. In this place where we are in full of love while future sighting. Is where I broke you into pieces. I am sorry. So sorry Honey. I just watch you hailing a Taxi. Just barely looking at you. As you looked at me with your eyes wattered, you never look back as you turn around. Calmly you walked away but sobbing.
I can still remember that 1005 name plated yellow taxi that rushed you away from me. I am watching the taxi drives...
