Long nights I ventured through the boundless Abysmal - Dreams. I kept searching for something I never knew.
As if looking for a missing puzzle piece, from a messed up corner of hundred thousands parts.
When suddenly a fluttering kiss fell on me, it quickly poison me to rot. Death waving his hands in my doorway.
I kept weeping over my lost innocence.Rage inside my head, biting back my tounge to bleed.
Chaos has created me, disturbed by violence.
Along the cold nights, and with the sky's wrath. Blanketed by warn embrace of the stranger. In round days I was sick staying awake. The dark pit inside me kept swallowing me alive. I can't seem to control this monster. It keep lashing out, without notice, a threat of human society.
My eyes forcibly peeled open to this unfiltered world. On behalf, I am incredibly ashamed of my fractions, leaks , and contrast.
This vicious beast haunts me on my sleep.
I cried 'till my eyes stung with empty tears
Hiding and pretending from the witnessed truth.
Just a hypocrite of his own skin and blood. I shall perish with judgement, by every sin is a toxic that kills.




© jyannu