what do you call that feeling when you meet someone and it feels like you have known them forever? what do you call the feeling of soaring through the stars when you kiss them? getting electrical Sparks when they touch you... do you call it coincidence... do you call it fate dot-dot-dot do you call it destiny? the feeling you get when your soul finds its other half is an absolute amazing feeling! I truly feel I have found my other half. he is always on my mind. when I see him, I get butterflies. when I kiss him, I feel like I'm flying. when we fuck, I feel like we were made for each other's bodies. I always believed in destiny and fate even tho my life speaks the opposite. even tho we are not together anymore I still feel a connection. I feel like fate has sewn our lives together. I feel his pain even tho I don't show it. when he told me to leave, I felt like a price of my heart was shattered and burned. I as a human being put on a face to make it through life but what I really want is to be whole again. and being 30, I've never felt that way except when I was with him. I truly believe he is my soulmate and my other half. we belong together. he just has to put away his fears and let his soul take over. we are fated to be together. I love him more than life itself. it's killing me not being able to be laying next to him right now.
please, my love, come home.
© Lavina Rose