It was really stupid of me to have imagined that I could be loved, wanted, appreciated and acknowledged. I mean how could I have thought so when life itself had pulled me lower and shoved me deep into the dirt. When I think of how earth is structured, I think of myself. I see myself, having more liquid then flesh and bones. I was 70% water.70% soft. 70% hurt.

I used to wish for brothers and sisters but if this was the life I'd be wishing them into, I'd rather they never came. Having experienced the sorrows of an only child and...