Another week passed and my mind wasn't on Sam so much I wouldn't let it. I couldnt describe the feelings that I was having them being so mixed up. No phone calls from him said to me that he had given it a rest or so I thought. Me being self employed my hours were mine to do with as I wished. Monday morning I got up kinda late about 9 when I usually get up about 5. All day I wondered
thinking just how would it be to have a man in my life. I had been single for years an not looking for one can be a very dangerous thing of getting too use to being alone. I wondered just how would I be able to trust someone that I don't know after being treated so bad by someone I was in love with
So many thoughts was going on in my head and believe me after being dam near killed by a love lost will make you think if not it wasn't love. This man made me rethink everything I thought two times over. When I was...