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Exspress
Ann's life was starting to come back together working hard except seeing them you hardly knew she has disabilities. Her body was sore all over but a good sore. When she went to see Billing she had the subject of the guy on the Express in mind. Not knowing it was Dr Billing she told him she was attracted to the man. How she love his form being the only thing that she could see. You're coming here less he said, that's because I'm doing more.
How is the rehab going? Going it's making me use parts of my body I don't even know I'm using until it gets sore. That's good he said I notice your head is up and you look better thanks she said. It's almost Christmas and things are so different when you're single than when you're in a relationship. Or when you're in love. You have all these feelings that don't have anywhere to go she said. You image yourself with someone that want to feel what you feel. Someone that can take just a look and make love to you, know what I mWow he said I know exactly what you mean. This time of the year you want that slow take your time kinda thing he said.
This time of year I want to that for a lifetime she said.
It's not hard a word here and there to touch someone that touch you without airs. Someone that's not too puffed to popped with a pin. They don't start out that way you know they get that way after a couple of compliments. You can't even hit them in the behind with a hot iron.
Who are you talking about he asked, no one in particular. It's just that you have this want of the love but almost. Instead of talking it all fall to silence. How easy is it to say, I want this or that. Or otherwise everything is one-sided you talk to them but they hardly say anything to you. In that case you already know they're involved with someone else. But you don't want to try to hold on to somebody that don't want to be held by you so you let go. Its funny tho after a while you met someone that you just can't shake off can't ignore.
It was getting late and Ann had to get to the Exspress to go home. Having someone to talk to is nice
especially if they understand you. This time Ann didn't hurry she got there when she got there. Her mind was in her heart, she ached.
It's wasn't hurting a from the breakup but a desire of wanting. Wanting a slowing down of the soul a haunting of a ghost love wanting never met. As she sat there thinking the Express pulled in and she got on.
Thinking only of herself her feelings distracted her she didn't even notice him until he moved.
Stepping into the light she saw his face. Ann licked her button lip to wet it thoughts ran through her mind. The looks she thought all this time and it's him. He turned his back to her so she thought that she was imaging things wanting it to be him. Ann called her mom to met her at the stop.
Mom she said remember I mentioned this guy on the Express
I couldn't see his face? Its my therapist, Dr Billing she asked? Yeah, he gets on and just watch me
he won't say anything. It's like he's trying to let me know that he likes me. Ann he's not suppose to. A therapist can not have a relationship with his patient outside his office it's not ethical.
Are you attracted to Dr Billing, I'm attracted to the guy on the Express, but that's Dr Billing
isn't it her mom said. Mom I didn't know it was Dr Billing until I saw his face today and he wanted me to know it is him.
This complicate thing because I was starting to be relaxed with him but now he knows exactly what I'm feeling. Mom he's that knda man that holds your attention if you want him to or not. But you talk to him all the time are you attracted to him in his office?
No mom I'm attracted to the guy on the Express. But they're the same man. That's why it complicate thing. I know it's him I'm attracted to how am I supposed to act now he that I know it's him. I can't continue to talk to him now she said. Ann wouldn't call for another appointment. Days later there was a message from on her cell.
More days passed Ann only went to rehab but not to therapy.
When he called her home he talked to her mom. Darling her said Dr Billing called you need to talk to him she said. Mom you don't understand he is the only man that I have been attracted to since my accident I can't go back there. Just talk to him she said I think that he attracted to you too.
Ann got a bath and went to bed.
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