Never enough
How palpable is the feeling of insignificance he thought as he sat in a feeling of pure defeat. The perfection he used to see is gone and has been replaced with feelings of anxiety and simply not being enough. In his heart is a decision painful as a cancer and the best way to describe it is......... imagine you have a leak in behind a wall in your bedroom..... the best thing to obviously do is to rip this wall away and find the leak and stop it before it creates a bigger issue..... but the wall has a one of a kind decoration, the bed is a king size with a wooden bed frame and was assembled years ago...... in short it will be a expensive complicated endeavour......... but your not even supposed to know........
so do you really want to be the one to rip that wall open?
so do you really want to be the one to rip that wall open?