How palpable is the feeling of insignificance he thought as he sat in a feeling of pure defeat. The perfection he used to see is gone and has been replaced with feelings of anxiety and simply not being enough. In his heart is a decision painful as a cancer and the best way to describe it is......... imagine you have a leak in behind a wall in your bedroom..... the best thing to obviously do is to rip this wall away and find the leak and stop it before it creates a bigger issue..... but the wall has a one of a kind decoration, the bed is a king size with a wooden bed frame and was assembled years ago...... in short it will be a expensive complicated endeavour......... but your not even supposed to know........
so do you really want to be the one to rip that wall open?