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My part time lover ❤
Our love was so powerfully passionate. Your touch was sensual in all the right places. When we met eachother it's always like the first time. Loving making was like a drug I get high off of . I could see you lying next to me waiting on your pillow talk and giving me all your sensitivity by the looks that penetrates my soul. Life with you for that short space of time was extremely magical. I could never erase you from my existence because you've become apart of my world. If I can only get the chance to whisper in your air about how lucky I've been to get the raw naked part of you, your vulnerability was priceless. There's no philosophy of science that Albert Einstein could possibly come up with that fraction of my entire being being inlove with you.
Who could compare?
The connection we've shared is unbreakable even after you've gone. I've lost control of it all and I've lose something. But everytime we're together all my loses were found. You complete me yet you've destroyed me.
Our downward spiral weakened my eyes to see the thing that matters the most while my heart keeps pumping encouraging my adrenaline rush by the sound of your name. I cant walk away from you my love, but you've become an unknown toxicity towards me. You use your love for me as my weakness an I fall for you again. This needs to stop!!
I need to walk away this isnt good for me anymore.
I've become addictive to your love that I'm paralyzed.
Dont touch me, you're no good for me yet your love keeps me alive.
You hold me so strongly yet so tenderly. In that moment is almost like a second chance for us to start over but when would it stop. The madness you've called it, but I'll say its it's becoming oppresstive for us both.
I just wish that there was reliability. There's no other way but to walk away from eachother. Be free and let peace comfort us both. I dont want to lose you, I love you.
Never have I imagined you being my part time lover when I saw silver hair and wrinkled skin in the reflection in your eyes of me. I Guess this is it..
I'll miss you my one true love.