Letting warm water falling all over me, as my tears mixed with the water. I cling to my legs, as I fall apart. Every day is a punishment, why can't it all stop!? Why can't I just let go!? No one understands, how much this pain hurts. Should I keep fighting? Should I just give up? I want to stay, but I also want to go. I can see a shadow person that wants to get me, but he can't touch me. I wonder if he is one of the devils helpers? I wonder if I'm to powerful for him to get ahold of me? He tries, but fades away when he gets closer and repeats over again. He is always wearing all black and I can't ever get to see his face. Is all my pain and anger that is inside of me that makes me to powerful for him to get closer to me? I'm not scared of him. I'm used to ghost hunting me or demons, if that's what he is. Being strong is very tiring.
© Charlotte B.