Being considered an addict myself at the age of 20. I have a very true story of my own to share with all I terested. Behind the eyes I have of my own, I have witnessed, learned, and realized ALOT. More things than I would have ever thought. I have been invloved in crazy, jacked up, messy situations. More than I would have even imagined.. More than I had ever intended on being a part of.
Being an addict, I have been through hell and back, that includes going through realapse. Starting in June of 2018 continuing now into March of 2019.. Man, time has really disappeared on me. It's been almost a year already since this battle has began with me. Now having to fight this battle till the death of me. Having little to nobody next to me. No support system helping me. Life's hard living as an addict especially.
With such little time given, here is what's been happening. I have lost, and at the same time gained tons of friends, enemies, associates and family. I have hurt, disappointed, put many people to shame.. With broken hearts of many and I'm the one to blame. I let so many people down, including myself this time round. I got lost in the so called "GAME" in part of praising the upside down cross.. Damn near all of us addicts are lost. I let go and lost all self control. Lost with no path to...