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CONFUSION
CHAPTER ONE
"Am so tired, really tired, am tired of all this but why me , it would have been someone else ". those are the words that l kept on telling myself while looking at my bedridden wife who was on oxygen and life support system and my younger brother who needed blood to survive , just blood group O but it was over in all the blood banks , l started feeling like I was going to lose my brother though there was a solution but it was a difficult decision to take,
a sacrifice l never wanted to take but l was on a dead end, the solution was to sacrifice one of the most important people in my life to save the other but l never wanted to lose any of them , my heart was shattering in pieces , the pain became to much to handle , l was dieing everyday though I kept on breathing.
l had two livies in my hands but at that moment I couldn't also handle mine , l was to confused to decide anything so l kept quiet all the time .
watching what the accident had done to my family , my wife and brother couldn't say a word but l couldn't understand why it was so difficult to decide yet they had done me wrong , betraying me and stabling me at the back , running together , leaving me alone with the children.
But l can't blame anyone , because it was the fate that drove them.
Regrets where not necessary at the that time , the past was to be forgotten and look in the future , but thinking of the future with them was so heart breaking because zero hope was left for them to survive that horror incident
© Jau.k
"Am so tired, really tired, am tired of all this but why me , it would have been someone else ". those are the words that l kept on telling myself while looking at my bedridden wife who was on oxygen and life support system and my younger brother who needed blood to survive , just blood group O but it was over in all the blood banks , l started feeling like I was going to lose my brother though there was a solution but it was a difficult decision to take,
a sacrifice l never wanted to take but l was on a dead end, the solution was to sacrifice one of the most important people in my life to save the other but l never wanted to lose any of them , my heart was shattering in pieces , the pain became to much to handle , l was dieing everyday though I kept on breathing.
l had two livies in my hands but at that moment I couldn't also handle mine , l was to confused to decide anything so l kept quiet all the time .
watching what the accident had done to my family , my wife and brother couldn't say a word but l couldn't understand why it was so difficult to decide yet they had done me wrong , betraying me and stabling me at the back , running together , leaving me alone with the children.
But l can't blame anyone , because it was the fate that drove them.
Regrets where not necessary at the that time , the past was to be forgotten and look in the future , but thinking of the future with them was so heart breaking because zero hope was left for them to survive that horror incident
© Jau.k
