It really confused me to no end. How does my aunt who is pretty and smart and seems like she have all what it takes to be a perfect wife, is still single until now.

I had found the opportunity to ask her one night. She is at the balcony, cup of steaming drink I could not identify because it is too dark and everyone else is already asleep.

Before I could even walk closer to her and ask what's bugging me since I have come to know she's still not in relationship.

"Why are you still up, sweetie? It's already late. Trust me when I tell you that cherished the moments you could sleep whenever you want. By the time you grow up, you wouldn't have any chance at all."

She said as she glance at me and offer me her drink.

It's milk. I forgot to mention my aunt doesn't drink and even though she's in her mid 40s she still look like a teenager to me. That really baffled me, Why does no one still tie the knot with her?

"Hey, Aunt rem. Can I ask you a question? it's been really bugging me lately."

I finally ask.

"Is that why you're still awake?"
She asks and I simply nod.

"Then go on. Make sure you go to sleep after this okay? I would not allow my favourite niece to be not as pretty as me." She feigned a frown and I just giggle at that.

"Well.. Ahm- why.."

I hesitated to ask because what if my aunt get offended. Mom always told me that aunt is terrifying once you made her as your enemy.

She raised her brow waiting for me to continue my sentence.

I cleared my throat and just ask it away. What ever happens, happens. I'll just say sorry to her. My aunt rem could never hate me, she ADORES me.

"Why are you still not married or not in a relationship? I mean Aunt rem just like you said, You're pretty! and men like pretty people! and you really much successful than any other women, so why?.."
With furrowed brows, looking down because I don't really get it.

When she hears my question she seems to momentarily froze then she let's out a sigh.

"Oh.. that huh? I thought it's something utterly important for you to corner me here."

She chuckles lightly but I can tell she didn't mean it.

"How do I say this? Hmm.. well you see, I can't seem to force my heart to love anyone in that way anymore."

She smiled lightly at me.

"Anymore? That means you have fallen in love once? Where is he now?"
The question exits my mouth before I could stop it.

"He's now happy with your mom."

© Bashful