Accepting What Was
Have you ever been hated by the one person that you loved more than any one?
Hated by that one single person in this entire world that you consider your world, is so hard to accept.
It's devastating.
You lay in bed, night after night, trying to understand them.
Trying to understand why they stopped loving you.
You constantly question your own mind, asking "where did it all go wrong?" and "Why don't they love you anymore?" telling yourself that there has to be a part of the that still loves you.
Its almost as if your drowning in your own misery.
Your heart feels as if it has literally sustained and injury.
It feels as if your in torturous waters being carried away towards a water fall with no lifeboat in sight and no one around to help save you.
Some say they feel like they are lost and that the one that they love doesnt seem to even notice them.
You keep having to...
Hated by that one single person in this entire world that you consider your world, is so hard to accept.
It's devastating.
You lay in bed, night after night, trying to understand them.
Trying to understand why they stopped loving you.
You constantly question your own mind, asking "where did it all go wrong?" and "Why don't they love you anymore?" telling yourself that there has to be a part of the that still loves you.
Its almost as if your drowning in your own misery.
Your heart feels as if it has literally sustained and injury.
It feels as if your in torturous waters being carried away towards a water fall with no lifeboat in sight and no one around to help save you.
Some say they feel like they are lost and that the one that they love doesnt seem to even notice them.
You keep having to...