It's first day and i feel like i had tried really hard which i didn't even imagined that again I'll be able to do effort for someone. But i did and again what happens is that he left out without answering the things which eating me day by day. But in between these things happening i wanted to setteled down so went to my cousin's house do gossip's on silly things have my inner self out there and that really makes me feel better, i didn't shared my breakup diary's with them but talking to them was really relieving to me. After i came home nd just asleep for an couple of hour just to answer all my questions which i hadn't got answerd...