Son,
If tomorrow never comes,
And today turned out to be my final day,
Well, I need you to know.

I spend them all
Finding bundles of joy in your tiny little heart.
Having to live life in abundance of your laughter has truly been the greatest blessing.

If future with me,
In this life as we know it never arrives,...
My love forever will survive, as all the lessons I taught you..with me none will die!
My knowledge is my legacy to you.
I know!
That is all you need, in your care they will continue travelling across new generations.

And if today is all that remains, then let's celebrate.
nevertheless, I believe, life is a song that requires guidance.
As I will always tell you; Pick yourself up and dont blame the world.
There are many reasons to live for and for me the two of you were enough.

When your children run happily through villages, singing songs way too old for them.. Listen carefully and you will hear the echoing of my tongue. Bit by bit understanding will come.

Sons,
Dont be afraid to do the dirty job.
As we all know good things comes with challenges. Be the nerdy ones, the decent boys I loved. Don't wish for less troubles, none deserves. God doesn't punish, he teaches you responsibility. God is your savior and his word is your shield.. Where waters overflow and your close to drowning, in God there is a raft of hope. Wish for more skills, to deal with problems and to be able to help. Life is not only what you take out of it, your remains are what you give. You most likely will make mistakes... (A lot of them) Believe me I know by experiences. You are going to hurt those you love the most, and probably your heart will encounter some (as it will seems) unbearable pain.
But don't let the chill of the rain dull colors.

Think about me.
Like a mother's umbrella, panting on your neck ...
I come forward like the wind blowing you with fresh courage.

Just think twice..
A couple years from now you know a little more. I bet just enough to ask even more.
Where you come from is the place where all of us has been before. I believe with all my sense, there is were we all will meet. Again and again. Iternety is the ultimate achievement. So work your ass off.

It is important to have a family, a network of love. Friends often offer good company, but are more often a source of distraction.

Boys,
The universe dealt you the best cards, I'm guessing god wanted it that way.
In this male world, for women like me, oddly enough, there is still limited space. Your job as a man, ruler of the land, was always to watch for life. To take care of the birth giving one. So that she may be blessed to enrich you with knowledge and descendants.
I wish for you to appreciate the beauty in every woman and see them for what they came to be. See how love grows like a planted seed inside hers womb.
To caress and watering it is your job and the outcome is your destiny.

My sons,
If tomorrow no longer exists and this is all that is, in times of sorrow and loss and especially in loneliness, remember there is still a whole universe that knows exactly what it is.