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To Do Or To Die (Suicide)
Their comes a time in every human life an episode or some issues which makes them to take some drastic decisions these decisions are based on their own emotional quotient on how to handle the same.

These emotional quotient comes when they are extremely stressed in their respective lives and don't have support from any one.

It is true that atleast 90 percent of humans have considered committing Suicide some have tried and failed and some have succeeded.

Death is not in our hands but it is still in our hands when we decide to take our own life.

Dear friends it gives me a lot of pain and thoughts why people try to take their life in their hands.

Let me tell you something friends, to commit suicide requires lot of GUTS, U know you are ending your life just like the subject line -To Do Or To Die.

Why I'm writing this story is because I have lost a long friend a few days back I could not write for some time I'm actually mentally very disturbed. Have known this person for a long time.

Today I am full of grief after knowing the person how could I have been so blind to the pain of suffering.

Me have so much of empathy in me yet I could not sence the impeding disaster.

Money was not an issue Help neither but yet I was blindsided.

I'm in great pain and kick myself In my ass as how could I have been so blind.

Everything in the beautiful person was so normal this is where I think it is abnormal because the abnormality was shrouded in normalcy.

Why I'm using a neuter gender cause I cannot reveal the identity of that person wether it is He Or She.

It has opened a new chapter in my life not to take any thing or any one for granted. No matter how close they are our how far they are from you.

It is an eye opener for me still gappling how to deal with the situation.

This lovely heart has a family and they are still to come to terms with this tragedy.

Consoling them shall I say really a comedy or tragedy like the poem I wrote a few days back. But at the back of my mind, I don't know how to express my feelings as I have known them for long years.

This is the problem dears when u know some one or family for long years U don't know how to express at times at this juncture.

That is the crux of the problem want to help but don't know? Want to be a part of grief with them but Don't Know How?

Dear all a beautiful Candle has been extinguished and me left in darkness with the memory of that lovely honest person who has and now had given me a lot of support and meaning in life when alive.

GOD BLESS U DEAR

Will look in deep in our memories and Stay BLESSED IN THE OTHER WORLD.

@M Krishna Bangalore








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