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She's aware.
She despise the presence of ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐.
It ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ her when the chocolate bar she loved eating as her snack has now a tinge of change in its taste. It is her most favourite among her favourites ever since she's in gradeschool, but why they failed to have the consistency on using same ingredients and same process on making it? What happened?
Encountering a sudden major shift about the process on getting some important documents made her a bit ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐. She needs to stuck in her head the new steps on getting things done, again. A little thing indeed but enough for her to noticed.
She loves to go to the park when she wants to be alone, to enjoy her own company for awhile, or to be away from noise of everyone in their house for her to have a quiet time. In other words, it is her ๐ฆ๐ด๐ค๐ข๐ฑ๐ฆ. But she did not anticipated that a ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐-๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด day would come to her. The park's gate is locked. She wants to enter, to be alone to grieve but her favourite sanctuary is already closed. Just like the eyes of her loving grandmother... it is now closed for good.
And when she's noticing that those important people in her life are gradually switching into persons she's not familiar with, it makes her... ๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ๐ฑ. It's like her mind turned from a calm sea kissing the bright sky from afar into a roaring ocean under a raging storm. Anxiety started to creep inside her being, making her weary and tremble caused by the mighty unending thoughts flashing in her mind.
Those are just few from the hundred events happened.
In that dim and nippy corner of the room,
she contemplated everything even the smallest details which made a huge impact on her in the past few years,
and she started on questioning...
Why?
Why does it have to happen?
Why everything should change?
It's hard for her to bear the sudden changes happened in her life because she get herself attached to those things she used to see, taste, hear, smell and feel.
๐๐๐ what if there are purpose behind why those changes occured?
What if Life wants you to ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ป something new?
What if those old doors are needed to be shutted down in order for you to ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฐ๐๐ on the new ones? New opportunities?
What if those changes you've tasted are calling you to make ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ป๐ถ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ in yourself which will unlock new sumptuous dishes offered by Life?
It won't be a tragedy to ๐๐ฟ๐ ๐๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ป๐ฒ๐.
It won't be a tragedy to take a different course in life.
Sometimes you need to try different recipes to ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐๐ฝ your journey.
Anyway, Life is not here to make all things hard for you and to let you just stucked in the corner.
Life is meant to ๐ฒ๐ป๐ท๐ผ๐ no matter where it takes you.
โ
ยฉ cristiana g.
It ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ her when the chocolate bar she loved eating as her snack has now a tinge of change in its taste. It is her most favourite among her favourites ever since she's in gradeschool, but why they failed to have the consistency on using same ingredients and same process on making it? What happened?
Encountering a sudden major shift about the process on getting some important documents made her a bit ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐. She needs to stuck in her head the new steps on getting things done, again. A little thing indeed but enough for her to noticed.
She loves to go to the park when she wants to be alone, to enjoy her own company for awhile, or to be away from noise of everyone in their house for her to have a quiet time. In other words, it is her ๐ฆ๐ด๐ค๐ข๐ฑ๐ฆ. But she did not anticipated that a ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐-๐๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด day would come to her. The park's gate is locked. She wants to enter, to be alone to grieve but her favourite sanctuary is already closed. Just like the eyes of her loving grandmother... it is now closed for good.
And when she's noticing that those important people in her life are gradually switching into persons she's not familiar with, it makes her... ๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ฏ๐น๐ฒ๐ฑ. It's like her mind turned from a calm sea kissing the bright sky from afar into a roaring ocean under a raging storm. Anxiety started to creep inside her being, making her weary and tremble caused by the mighty unending thoughts flashing in her mind.
Those are just few from the hundred events happened.
In that dim and nippy corner of the room,
she contemplated everything even the smallest details which made a huge impact on her in the past few years,
and she started on questioning...
Why?
Why does it have to happen?
Why everything should change?
It's hard for her to bear the sudden changes happened in her life because she get herself attached to those things she used to see, taste, hear, smell and feel.
๐๐๐ what if there are purpose behind why those changes occured?
What if Life wants you to ๐น๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ป something new?
What if those old doors are needed to be shutted down in order for you to ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฐ๐๐ on the new ones? New opportunities?
What if those changes you've tasted are calling you to make ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ป๐ถ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐ป๐ด๐ฒ๐ in yourself which will unlock new sumptuous dishes offered by Life?
It won't be a tragedy to ๐๐ฟ๐ ๐๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ป๐ฒ๐.
It won't be a tragedy to take a different course in life.
Sometimes you need to try different recipes to ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐๐ฝ your journey.
Anyway, Life is not here to make all things hard for you and to let you just stucked in the corner.
Life is meant to ๐ฒ๐ป๐ท๐ผ๐ no matter where it takes you.
โ
ยฉ cristiana g.
